The red country hung before us.
Our life now a great adventure.
Your love was all I needed.
Your smile I planned to treasure.
Days crumbled, eyes tightened.
We were no longer tender.
The gulf began to widen.
I couldn’t stay.
Ten years in, I hoped you believed.
All of my love and my heart on this sleeve.
I cannot cry, I cannot lie. All I can do is die inside;
On the day that I had to go.
You told me to meet you.
Down by the Yarra river.
I wanted to keep us.
In my heart that had begun to quiver.
Life shifted, dreams folded.
My instincts ignored for worse or better.
We cried and imploded.
And then I left.
In all of my time, I barely ever touched what really was mine.
Life briefly showed me, everything that never really ever could be.
A cruel revealing, a maddening feeling of seeing all that would never last.
The joke from above, putting such beautiful future quickly in the past.
Heart rending and beautiful in its tragedy.
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Thank you, sadly this one is biographical. But
glad you saw the magic in the tragic.
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I felt the Truth in it. Mark, your writing moves me.
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Hopefully to a nice place most of the time 🙂
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One big breath in wow!
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Thank you, hope you exhaled too. Glad you enjoyed this.
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Yes it was just powerful
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Thank you.
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Sometimes, we hold on, to what we had shared too hard, unwilling, unable, to admit that what we once had was, no more, we end up, trapping ourselves, and, we get, stuck…
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That can be true, easy to be trapped in the past. But then, the future is unwritten yet, and anything is possible still.
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